She was brought into this world,
out of a beautiful mistake,
when her mum was just a girl,
and her Daddy didn´t stay.
out of a beautiful mistake,
when her mum was just a girl,
and her Daddy didn´t stay.
These are the first lines of "Rose Garden" by Nick Jonas & The Administration. And these lines are fitting to my life like a fist on a eye.
My mum was 19 years old when she brought me in this world with all it beautiful and ugly things. I was 3 years old when my Dad left her and me. He slapped her everyday, that´s the only thing I can remember. I know it sounds weird, but that what I´ve seen is burned into my heart. One year later, my mum met another guy, one from India, and they married. My mum became pregnant again and my little brother was born, 6 years & 3 days after me. Now he´s my everything.
But the relationship of my mum and my stepfather didn´t last long. He told her what she should do, she mustn´t go out with friends and they broke up. We still have contact to him today. For me he´s my "Daddy". He was always there for my. I didn´t have contact to my real father for 3 years now.
Exactly today 6 years ago my mum started a relationship with another guy, and he´s still there. They love eachother. And I´m happy. He´s great. We wouldn´t know what to do without him.
And now, I´m 15 and a half years old, dreaming a dream that´s nearly unreachable: being a worldwide known actor, show all those stupid people that I´m not the outsider that they thought I am. And two of my biggest dreams in my life, too: Meet the Jonas Brothers && move to america someday.
&&now, u know so much about my life, I hope you´ll read my blog.
It´s all about Love || Hate || Tragedy || Trying Times || Friendship || Drama || Lies || Tears || and all that what people are going through if they are in their teenage years!
IN ℒℴѵℯ,
Jacky ♥
My mum was 19 years old when she brought me in this world with all it beautiful and ugly things. I was 3 years old when my Dad left her and me. He slapped her everyday, that´s the only thing I can remember. I know it sounds weird, but that what I´ve seen is burned into my heart. One year later, my mum met another guy, one from India, and they married. My mum became pregnant again and my little brother was born, 6 years & 3 days after me. Now he´s my everything.
But the relationship of my mum and my stepfather didn´t last long. He told her what she should do, she mustn´t go out with friends and they broke up. We still have contact to him today. For me he´s my "Daddy". He was always there for my. I didn´t have contact to my real father for 3 years now.
Exactly today 6 years ago my mum started a relationship with another guy, and he´s still there. They love eachother. And I´m happy. He´s great. We wouldn´t know what to do without him.
And now, I´m 15 and a half years old, dreaming a dream that´s nearly unreachable: being a worldwide known actor, show all those stupid people that I´m not the outsider that they thought I am. And two of my biggest dreams in my life, too: Meet the Jonas Brothers && move to america someday.
&&now, u know so much about my life, I hope you´ll read my blog.
It´s all about Love || Hate || Tragedy || Trying Times || Friendship || Drama || Lies || Tears || and all that what people are going through if they are in their teenage years!
IN ℒℴѵℯ,
Jacky ♥
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