Alone

There was a Time in my life, in that I thought noone is there for me if I need help. I felt alone, because a lot people left me hanging. But still not everyone. That´s what I forgot.
I was alone by myself because I never asked people if they want to go out with me. I talked to myself, started smoking with a few kids from the ghetto in my town.
2 years later (when I was 13) I decided taht I can´t live like that anymore. I came out of my hole and started living. && Now I know awesome people that are always there for me if I need them.
I have nearly all I need. A bed || Friends || Family && the whisdom to know that I´m not alone.

But one hard thing I had to realise: Nothing comes without it goes. I had a wonderful friendship. She was my best friend until 1 week ago where I said "I can´t call her Best Friend again without feeling bad inside" I talked to her and she was the same meaning. So we broke up our friendship.
We fighted for our friendship 6 months. But it never worked. She kissed the boys I loved, left me hanging for other people and didn´t tell me things anymore. So it was time to break up this wrong friendship.
But I´m still fearless, because I still have 1 best friend. and a lot of other friends arround me.
This is what Jacky is living for:
Music || ℒℴѵℯ || Friendship || Peace && Glamour!